Friday, November 2, 2012

Barangkali, itu mungkin..sedang terjadi..


Barangkali, masih ramai antara kita berperang, perangnya dengan diri sendiri, mencari mana yang hak, mana yang batil, barangkali..masih buntu memikiri. hendak minggir tidak mungkin, sudak berpijak takkan sekali undur... maka, mari kita kembali pada asal. bukankah lebih mudah begini, mencari solusi dengan kembali melihat pada fitrah diri. saat penciptaan, tujuan asal kehidupan ini harus dicari bukan sekadar menerajui lembah-lembah kehidupan tanpa usul menunggu matinya diri . dan barangkali, kita sudah tahu, maka jangan gundah jangan gelisah, ramai yang begini, kita sedar dan kita tahu, mungkin kadangkala kita terlupa.. tapi hakikat itu sangat pahit, kadang terasa seperti baik seperti dulu, hidup kosong, jiwa kosong, otak pun kosong, ramai yang begini, bukan seorang, malahan beratus, bahkan, mungkin beribu..tapi bukankah kita telah bagaikan diberi satu kehidupan yang baru, maka jangan dipersiakan, sungguh tak mudah hendak melawan, carilah sahabat yang boleh membantu, kerana kita tak boleh sendiri.. kita sedar hakikat diri, dicipta naik dan turunnya iman, kita lemah, sungguh lemah, tak dapat dinafi lagi.. jangan sekali mendekat dengan kegelapan lampau jika masih tidak dapat beza yang benar dan yang batil, yang harus dan yang ingin.. lari menjauh, walau itu bukan cara yang benar namun kadang2 harus dilakukan kerana kita tak kuat melawan kata dalam jiwa yang sarat mengheret. mungkin kita akan kembali begini, mungkin kita lihat ada antara kita kembali 'gelap' namun bukan hak kita hendak mengadili. dakwah itu maksudnya mengajak. maka ajaklah teman agar dia tak terus leka dalam gelap diri.. iman itukan naik dan turun, dan peringatan itu sangat penting.. iman dalam jiwa boleh naik dan turun, namun hati yang gelap tak bercahaya bisa turun tak kan pernah naik lagi, maka sanggupkah engkau melihat teman jadi begitu.? nanti kelak disoal dalam kubur, mengapa hanya mengajak pada yang memang bersinar, yang gelap yang kelam juga memerlukan sinar agar jiwa tak terus tenggelam dalam dosa dan noda.

dan, syurga neraka itu semua atas rahmat tuhan.
semoga kita semua tergolong dalam kalangan yang menerima rahmat itu.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

We are what we read?

We are what we read..
thats what they said..

This semester break, i spend most of the times reading articles about mental diseases, like psychos. serial killers and something like that,

and tell you what, i can spend like hours reading those and not getting bored of it.[not knowing whether its right or wrong lol]

reading those books make me think that all the people in this whole world have something 'crazy' about them in some point of life, now i dont want to talk much, just simple question,
do i look psychotic enough for you?







Tuesday, October 30, 2012

teka teki teka tekuk.


masa tu azan maghrib.

Kakak : ale, nak teka teki ni, ... Hai apa yang orang selalu buat tak kisah?
Adik   : em, hairan?
kakak : salah!
Adik   : hi, pekaba
Kakak : salah jugak, yang tu orang biasa balas balik.
Adik   : pastu apa??
Kakak  : jap lagi jawapan keluar.
Adik  : apa mende pulak..
Kakak : tunggu laa..

azan maghrib kat tv...
hayya ala solahh..

Adik : haiiyaaa alla solahh [azan sekali  ikut tv]
Kakak : haaa, tu jawapan dia, hehehe, sekarang nak kisah ke, wat tak kisah? jum semayang..

Adik : hha..


jumpa teka teki ni dekat twitter...tolongla amek iktibar.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

muehehe..


yesterday, i was sure that today is wednesday, it started from a message that i received [yesterday] saying that tomorrow[ today] is thursday. i argue for one moment, and then i look at my clock [yesterday], it said, its wednesday, so, im pretty sure i was wrong about the date, its gonna be thursday today. .. so, for the whole day, until this 7pm, i heard my father asks my sister about will she go to school or not tomorrow, i heard she said, she got one day off.[and im thinking , ofcourse its friday tomorrow,] but i didnt tell my father,, furthermore for some reason, [eidul-adha specifically] my brother also will have one day off, two including this sunday, so today, like always during thursday, he will wash his shoes. so, i continue my thought thinking that today is definitely thursday. then. i read about people saying , do fast tomorrow for tomorrow is arafah day. i thought its today[which i thought already thursday], i know its gonna fall on thursday-but for some reason i cannot participate in it. ok.  So, i was curious, and i look at the calendar, [but of course, i was looking at the wrong date] so i ask my brother, what day is today, he said " dont you remember, im watching supernatural, and supernatural has to be on tuesday, so todays gonna be wednesday" i argue with him a little bit, then i ask my father , he said " its wednesday" so, im thinking, i thought i read the calendar right last night..
I believe my eyes, im pretty sure i saw it written as "wed" yesterday....  but then,
come to think of it,
the message i received was around 1pm, so, 1pm already new day.man,, ive been fooled by my own eyes and thought.. of course. stupid enough.