kalau saja..

kalau boleh, mahu saja aku ada disana, temani dia, kalau boleh mahu saja aku tukar rasa hati itu, biar aku sorang saja yang rasa kehilangan itu.tapi aku sedar, aku pun takkan mampu nak tanggung sorang-sorang, tapi ya Allah, lihat dia sedih, hati ni lagi bertambah2 rasa sedihnya..

Ya Allah, rasa ini tak dapat nak digambarkan dengan kata-kata.

sebaknya rasa kat dada ni...






even if it takes my life to give,
let me see the smile on your face..........
please...
it hurts like hell
to feel like this.


dont wanna see another tear.............................coming from you.
cause i know, it flows through the pain that you have felt.










i dont even know why do i feel like this.
sakit..kat dada..

penat..

Ya Allah..aku tak mampu..

sungguh. aku tak mampu ..
tanpaMu disisi..aku takkan pernah punya harapan....


Hari ni.. sangat mencabar...sangat-sangat.

aku merancang . Kau merancang...
dan Kau sebaik-baik perancang..

semoga diberi ketenangan
semoga tiada rasa yang menyakitkan..
semoga dilapangkan hati ini...

kembali..kembali padaMu ya Allah..

something about EVERYTHING

I am sad...n i want to cry...
im holding my cry as if i can, but i know that i cant..sometimes i will just let it go..but not now..when people are around me. i will smile.but it is a fake one..u could recognize it well...

If people ask me, what is the problem..really i will answer only the upper problem..if u ask me the deeper[inner] problem??. please, i am sorry that i can be true to u..i will not let people know what is my real cause of my sadness..yes, things will get worst. i KNow..but i just cant.....its like telling ur own 'aib' to people..no no no...maybe im ego..yes.i know i am...i am sorry for all those people who really concern about me..iamsorry..i am sorry....

menulis

Assalamualaikum..

semalam tulis kat status blog ku..

"Tetapkan hati. Bulatkan tekad."

tapi senanyer,
tak taw pun nak bulatkan aper.tekad ape.
ape??

stressnyerrr pikir..
result spm.alhamdulillah.cukup2 makan jep.
ok...itu satu pengajaran..
machaa..berapa byk pengajaran lagi yang ko nak..huhuhu
pmru.pmr.smu. xcukup lagi ke??
huhu..

banyak pandangan yang aq terima.terima kasih semuanye...

hati kate ape.??

da taw.
tapi takut silap.
kiter tengok nanti.camner..