Showing posts with label unisza. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unisza. Show all posts

Saturday, June 9, 2012

ho yeaahhhhh!

Assalamualaikum..
and hello people,
already check the room's number,
what room, what block,
tho,
i didnt expect to get the same block again..
it feels like..em, i dont know


ok whatever then.
here, i would like to share on the book that ive read during my holidayyy..

yeayy,
ok,



Hard To Get by Jessica Fox. one of the book ive bought like years ago, but i didnt read it that time, this story, two words, sex and scandal, a story about a divorce women, fall in love with someone else, a late 30 reaching 40 years old.. i dont like this book very much but there's some good part of it, emm.. like,, err, even u are old, someone still like u, so beware, wakakaka,, no.. what i means is, there's no time limit for love and u will never know when ur heart beat for it until u feel it. waaa..-




Forget About It by Caprice Crane . another book ive bought along with the hard to get, same publisher, little black dress, this time, the story quite funny,err not so funny but almost enough to give me a good laugh over it, em, it is about a girl who fake her amnesia becoz she wants to start the new life.. i wish for the other ending actually, but this is a good book to be read.



Belajar Dari Perang Uhud-strategi menghadapi kekalahan karya Hepi Andi Bastoni- a book that tell us the reason of our lost in the war, the book although already translated from the indonesia language to malay language, still make me a little bit confuse, only a little, maybe because some words used i dont think its in bahasa.. but the book is a must read one, lot of religious lessons are told inside it,  the writer doesnt only tell us the story about the war[why, how comeeee] but the wisdom, the lesson that came along it.. if u like to read another history book, then read that book.. full of motivation, and make me think a lot.




Salahudin Ayubi karya Abdul Latip Talib. the book i borrow from my brother, there's alot of book written by that author in this house, but thats the only book ive read by him so far.heheheh..this book, tell us about Salahudin,his early life, how then he become the sultan, khalifah, how he rule, the command he gave, the idea/strategy he used -most of them are  Rasulullah S.A.W's strategy ..and how he actually can conquer the jerusalem again,i like this book very much that when i read it, i hope that our prime minister also can be like him....inspiring, full of encouragement. do read it.



LIfe in rewind by Terry Murphy - another true story, this book was given to me years ago but i didnt read it, i did read it but i didnt finish it that i read it again this holiday- its about the mental illness that a boy get during his childhood, not knowing why, but he knew that something is totally wrong with him, the OCD- obsessive compulsive disorder , its about how he was trapped and cant move even one inch feared someone he loves will die because of him..and if he really need to move, talk, or even breath, he will need to do it again backwards and that with alot of control/counting.. a very sad story , can make u cry, i did cry.



Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom- actually, this is not a book that i read during the holiday, but even before it, still i wanna share it cause this is one of my all time-favorite-author. hehe..this is another true story written by Mitch, lot of life lesson, this time, it is not about his teacher, but the jewish's rabbi. how he almost forgot the childhood moment,  how he left the religious life because he afraid of someone will look at him with fear in the eyes,,until he was given a job[more to be asked] to deliver the rabbi eulogy.he started to go back again to his old village looking for the answer.this is about how he lost his faith and got it back. very inspiring



only 5 books during the holiday, not many. but i think its okay than nothing. heheh.
safe journey, great life. be happy.


nota : saya nak praktikal bukak sem ni. risau giler ar, almaklum la takot salah ajar, kalau ikut pengalaman sendiri, memang saya sebenarnya lebih percaya cakap cikgu-cikgu kat sekolah, so kalau salah ajar, aduh beratnya rasa.. semoga baik2 belake.


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Wahhhh!!

wahh,
sebenarnya nerves tahap gaban nak balik unisza,
but in other aspect,[of course not practicum]
i just cant wait to be there..!!

this things does not relate with any people,
its not bout, i miss u, i miss you not,
no.
not you,
not anyone.

so peeps,
dun get excited with no reason coz 
u dont hv any reason to get excited over this stupid personal post


just me,
myself.

wanna check on something, waaah!
sangat menakutkan,
tpi xsabar.
giler laah.


Wednesday, April 4, 2012

semester 4 - lakaran memori seram dan syahdu...

that title. is just a title. i dont know what to put .. HEHE..

so, semester 4.. I dont really like this semester, not because of the people, I dont have problem with people. it just myself..

this semester had ended. by the 3rd april, I left Biruni and thats the end for my whole 2 semesters as the second year's student.

quite busy. quite annoying.. quite puzzling.. and Im quite lost here..


some of the pictures...


aktiviti sem lepas, hepa belanja makan..hehe


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makan malam kat TER..

regarding this dinner, i think ive devoted lots of my energy, my time for teslians.. 

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and also, i did joined futsal, again..  we won first place.. HEHE.. but there's no picture to be uploaded ..

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observe budak IT and insurans untuk research madam Al.. 
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 old story.. DL 

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ENGLISH CAMP 18-29 march. 

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30march
 GMJ.. we went there a bit late, causing us to miss the part where they create 'flash mob'


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thats on friday, on saturday, I went to Teaching school.. to help my friend and her papa selling stuff.. it was a good experience as a seller :) and that place somehow was nice..  


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surau..stor..surau..stor..


botol air, banyak lagi dlm almari.

mug that i got masa form 5.. ajal die kat uni nih..

 kawan teko..  first day 17 feb.  


subjeks. pandangan saya.

microteaching-- one of the most crucial subject in this semester. something that everyone is 'looking forward' to.. , to put it simple, this subject does not include in final, all the marks are given based on our teaching in the class for the semester. a scary subject. ...

Tajwid Quran -- the university require students to take this subject... sebenarnya ni subjek audit sahaja dengan 0 kredit, but we, ada batch pertama yang kena amek so called 'final' for this.. pening sikit, benda sama je belajar, but with the terms and so on, pening...tapi ok jelah kot.. 

Description of English- pening. seronok. pening banyak..menakutkan..

LTE- simple. tapi setiap kali test tak taw nk jawab apa. haha..

GERKO ---  ohohoho.. kelas ni sepatutnya menyeronokkan..but we learned alot.  [safety procedures[hua3]


asas-asas penyelidikan.-katanya ni subjek uni, tapi tak semua yang amek..  kena banyak baca.... kena banyak faham..[rasanya semua subjek gini] ... nota dia.. sangat simple. tapi kuliah kena hadir, sebab banyak giler nak kena dengar and salin.. and nak kena faham..sebab notes dia sgt simple.

I.Technology- rasa macam kembali ke sem 1..belajar tentang komputer.. aplikasinya saya sgt gembira.. bila masuk teori.. err...  

E.P- lebih kurang mcm Asas2 penyelidikan, they differs in terms of language, which are malay and English.. Subjek ni sangat penat...  


...
okay.. and thats the end of my semester..

tata.. assalamualaikum..



Sunday, April 1, 2012

haiihh..

packing things..  eating junk foods.. watching one piece.. cycling to workshop...


and most of all, enduring the pain of this ulcer...

waa...


p/s : i'll make myself free to update about semester 4 soon..

but guess that, i cant make it too soon,  i'll be heading to another camp next week...


: this block, Al-biruni.. only left 5 people..thats in level 3, one person in level 2, i dont know 'bout first level.... my row...?  its only me.. even the farabians  had left.. having only the degrees to fill the 'surau' when it is maghrib  and isya' and then its empty again, leaving the place... like a store..

it was out of limit already.. the stuff, the things we put..  but yesterday, i went there only to realize that, somebody had moved the bags, the boxes and all of those things,, it was overlapped with each other..im sure some of us would be mad over it, but guess that, nothing that we could do.. that place ..at the first point, is a 'surau,' all the store had been closed. and thats the only place we could put our belongings right now.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

cheritera cutiku.[di hostel] part two

today is Sunday,
yesterday was Saturday.

assalamualaikum,
semalam citernya, Saya, Sam and B, masih lagi melepak2 kat bilik Adel.
Finishing the "hikayat" actually. and around 4pm, those two hikayats safely returned to the shelf. ehee.

around before i dont remember the times actually but it was before 4pm i guess. Cik Nurul ask us if we want to eat something as they have the 'leftover' from orator.. oh good, we accept it.:) thnks tho.


Around 6,tunggu Cik Nurul kat parking lot , tengok2 basikal ku and basikal dia takda.. ni mesti kes ada budak2 pinjam tak mintak pulak. tapi my fault jugak, sebab tak kunci. [the set of the lock with wawa and maryam, and they are now at home.], pastu nampak ada dua orang kanak-kanak riang tengah bawak beskal tu.. alalala..happynya dorang...halallahh.. Cik Nurul dia ajak teman pergi jumpa kakak mana tah dekat UMT. its not in UMT, just a house near the backgate of UMT. ceeeh.. pastu teringin nak minum air tebu, cari sampai ke pantai.. tak jumpa-jumpa, dalam jam 7 lebih ..betul2 azan maghrib masuk gate uniSZA balik..:) [kesian pulak rumate ku tu, nak sangat minum air tebu, lain kali ea]
masa balik, dua2 basikal dah kat tempat parking, tapi bukan tempat asal lah.

malam tu. duk kat bilik Adel sampai jam 2.

today..

pergi makan dalam jam 12 lebih, tengok basikal takda pulak, aiyya. kali ni nak guna.. jadi saya pinjam basikal kawan saya. angin kurang.risau gak, tapi bantai jugak..masa bawak2 tu..nampak basikal kat blok K..haha..

dalam jam 3 turun nak g library, basikal dah kat tempat asal..nice..

sapa lah agaknya tu..

finishing information transfer..
sambil layan the unforgiven II..


Friday, January 20, 2012

cheritera cutiku.[di hostel]

ceritanya, start semalam dah boleh balik untuk cuti chinese new year ..[yeayy] , walaupun pada hakikatnya, hari yang terlibat hanya hari isnin dan selasa next week, tapi sebab dah mintak pelepasan kelas untuk hari ahad .. [ada 5kelas, jenuh la nak ganti] dapat lah kami cuti sebanyak 5 hari [yeayy lagii]

5 hari tu banyakk... tapi saya tak balik rumah,,[first time tuu],
nak cuba stay kat sini, kalo bosan saya balik lah, tapi harapnya takk..hehehe..
sedihnya sebab ramai kawan yang balik termasuklah maryam, afi.. ina,, sarahh.. wawa..

tinggal berapa orang je TESLians kat hostel ni, senyap sikit..haha.tapi bosan jadinya.
semalam balik dari bandar[hantar maryam, afi,wawa ke mbkt] dalam kul 12 gak ah.. sebab gi makan mcD, KFC..[duit macam nazak ,tapi masih keluar tiap2 minggu macam ayah kerja gaji juta-juta]

balik hostel gi melepak lagi, Sam ajak tengok movie bilik Adel,
ceehh,, gi bilik dia, semua wat hal sendiri, B dengan downloadnya, Sam dengan..dia proses nak tidur.. adel tengah wat mende tah ngan laptop dia.. dan saya..saya tak tahu nak wat apa.. mata memang ngantok, sebab dari semalam tidor tak cukup sangat.. tapi tak mau naik bilik semata-mata nak amek lappy, so, i grabbed a novel, tak fokus sangat sebab banyak sangat suara-suara[walaupun wat kerja sendiri cakap tak berhenti semua] dalam pukul 2pagi...buku hanya baca beberapa helai tapi ngantok sangat dah, kejap2 tertidor, tersedar..tengok lampu dah tutup. nak naik atas ke bilik, sangat penat..semua dah tidor, tapi ada sorang ni mata masih segar.. B! tak abes lagi mendownload..heheh..[line agak laju biler ramai yang pulang]

yang lain tidor..

tersedar..[tak pasti jam brp]
B masih belom tidor..

...

dah pagi, semua wat hal sendiri, naik bilik sendiri, tinggal Adel sornag kat bilik. eh, tak dia dengan Sam,
pukul 1.30  dorang dua ajak makan.
tapi saya dah kuar beli makan ..sebab ada nak jumpa orang sebelum tu kat cafe..

dalam kul lebih pergi bilik Adel lagi..
tengok movie, kacau2 orang..

B datang, movie dah abes, semua orang wat kerja sendiri pulak,
B dengan download, Adel dengan ..entahlah..
Sam dengan someone's hikayat..and so i am..

tapi mulut bising, cakap tak berhenti..kejap2 gaduh,, pastu senyap balik, cakap balik, bising-bising..

and we killed the time..

pukul 6lebih, Adel balik rumah, kakak dia datang, tapi kami dengan tak tao malunya masih duk bilik dia..
sekejap lagi pergi sana pulak.. oh yes..


ada lagi beberapa hari...
haiih..
kami buat hal, macam takde kerja yang nak buat,
research ada dua
satu malay,
satu english

pilot test [kena design soklan..waaaah]
cari sampel 20 orang first year .[nak kumpul suh wat test dalam satu masa tu yang susah..ayyoo...]

interview hafizzzz...gaggaga...








Wednesday, January 18, 2012

eh..

this week, eh..
my life wasnt really okay,
im not in the mood for anything, seriously..anything...but of course on top of that, Im not in the mood of continuing my study, I felt like quitting in the middle of everything, I wonder why the hell I started this..
Im wondering if my choice is ever  the most wrongest idea at the first place, its hard to get rid from those rubbish thinking, I thought maybe, I should just follow my dream..which is nothing at all similar to my course. This course need me to be so... I dont know how to say, I loves it, but it just doesnt suit me. I dont like talking to new people, I dont know how to react to something that is totally out of my mind, it just hard. let just say, I don't like meeting people. My old days, I think I talks more to the computer, human mind are complex, much complex than the ever exist programmed in the whole universe.
    so, just to make the story of the weeks shorter.

one day, I felt very depressed because of this one thing.I tried my best to not to think about it at all, I am just so afraid. but of course i cant,
i do think of it..alot.
so i decided to ask my sister's advice.
but it turned out completely different, instead of asking only for advice,, for God sake, I wonder why the heck tears came running out at the middle of things like this, I cant even control it..

you know, when we lost the control, the mind cant work very well..and we're starting to put the blame on people.   when we did not find people to blame on, we started to blame ourselves, and this time..its hurt..very much...
at least mine is like that..
my sister said a lot of thing, the word of encouragement, she told me  and said its okay.,its okay. telling me stories of home, tell me how she see I am nothing at all like what I thought I am at that moments. I laughed.. I laughed thinking of that moments when i'm with my cousin..with my brother.. with the kids especially.
hee, lets just stop here, I dont want to cry while writing becoz i am now thinking of it..

so,
the advices, doesnt really make me okay.. i just need to stabilize myself again, but i dont know what to do, i walked, i left my friends, we are at the middle of lunch actually,   [i dont know where im walking to] its raining  that times, but not so heavy..
i decided to just go home, i took bath, and go to library.[ library is so comforting!]

i think im okay..
but im wrong as when my father called me, [guess he heard this from my sister,,cehh]
the conversation doesnt last long, its not okay ..
he try to make me comfort, telling me everything is okay and I just need to go through only another 2 semesters, do the best and im out. im out..

i knew im not okay..

it took 2 days of my life to be okay. [not long. noted that]
I dont want to think negatively anymore,
let just...go through of everything.

 right now, im still charging myself, waiting to be fully charged and i realized that i might again lost the power. but I know that, with the help of family, i can go through..

Thanks to Allah given me such a family. :)


Noted : 2:216.., 2:286., 6:17.. , 57:22-23..,13:11, 2:45, 12:87
noted 2:  realizing that whatever that had happened was not going according to my plan at all make me sad, but knowing that it goes smoothly and perfectly according to HIS planned does comfort me,
noted 3:  takut,  risau,  tak selesa, tapi bila letakkan 100 peratus tawakkal pada Allah yang apa-apa yang berlaku, itu adalah dalam aturan dia, its not really thatt disappointing.. looking back, HE is really fair :)  13:11

 p/s: angah [adik angkat masa program koko , darjah 4 sekarang,, ] called me just now. eh, its been a long time since i last having contact with that family.,, :)

assalamualaikum.

Friday, January 6, 2012

oh, haha.


Satu hari, saya sangat penat. Saya berkejar ke sana ke mari untuk selesaikan perkara yang sangat penting.. semuanya perlu diselesaikan sebelum start cuti sebab nanti masa akan membataskan segalanya, jauh pulak tu. 

Pagi tu , saya teman kawan saya ke kedai kat luar, kul 8 lagi dah keluar, jam 9suku saya balik kampus, kami naik basikal, tapi sebab banyak tempat singgah, penat gila even naik basikal, gpun nak cepat, kawan ada kelas jam 10.,

balik hostel,,dalam  9 lebih hingga jam 10 lbh tu siapkan diri untuk ke kelas di blok umar, 
tapi sebelumnya, Saya ke blok akademik, jalan kaki.. masa tu jam masih pukul 10 .10 la agaknya.. dalam 8 minit dah sampai. Kejap je …. Sampai sana, rupa-rupanya, tersilap tempat.. kena pergi hepa,
saya pening jugak fikir, kelas jam 11.. hepa tu jauh, even saya jalan laju, saya tak pasti boleh selesai kerja tu awal ke tak.
Sambil jalan, sambil fikir, perlu ke saya balik hostel dan amek basikal, atau jalan kaki je…
Saya tengok jam, dah pukul 10.25. macam mana ni..  

Saya tengok jalan nak ke hepa, jauhh,,
lalu saya balik hostel jap, amek basikal dan terus pecut menuju HEpa..[parking] basikal,saya  naik aras 2. Cakap dengan En.Fauzan, dia suruh tunggu kejap.. pastu dia suruh masuk dalam, jumpa Puan kat dalam tu.. dah selesai, balik lah..kayuh basikal lagi, penat sihh,,
Tengok jam, pukul  10.50..

Letak basikal kat blok Ali, jalan kaki sikit untuk ke blok Umar, sampai  je sana..[citer utama dia start sini, sorry panjang sangat intro, sebab nak stress ‘penat’ tu..haha]

Tiba-tiba ternampak sorang pensyarah ni, pernah ajar saya masa sem 3.
Nama dia Puan Hasyimah..ajar keusahawanan..
Dia pregnant, 

Ni dialognya, sekadar yang saya ingat,insyaAllah tak berubah point penting and maksud asal

Saya: eh, puan..[terkejut sikit]
Puan: ha awak.[puan pun terkejut gak]
Saya : [tengok perut dia] berapa bulan dah ni puan…?
Puan: [sambil senyum] dah 6 bulan dah ni..haa awak..[sambil tengok macam nak sebut something]
Saya : ye saya..
Puan: awak Fadhilah kan..
Saya: [sengeh dengan sangat obviousnya] ye saya puan, puan buat apa kat sini nih?
Puan: saya nak cari fakulti bahasa, mana pintu masuk dia..
Saya: oh, pintu dia kat bilik mesyuarat tu, kat sini dia renovate..
Puan: oh, patutlah..
Saya pun bawak la dia menuju ke pintu bilik mesyuarat tu,

[pendek citer, semua yang saya rasa penat giler masa tu, dah macam hilang semua bila dengar dia panggil saya Fadhilah, tak pernah nak expect pun sebelum ni ada orang ingat saya dengan nama Fadhilah, kecuali seorang ustazah[gak] masa darjah empat, ustazah Azira nama dia, ajar pendidikan Islam, panggil saya ngan nama Fadhilah, takde dah lepastu..

p/s: penulis rasa gembira bila orang panggil penulis ngan nama second tu,tapi yang dah panggil nama len sebelum ni, tak yah nak tukar panggil jadi Fadhilah plak, geli plak asenyer even nm sendirik.har3.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

new semester -coming soon.../ selamat pagi.

IV



Kod KursusxNama KursusStatus KursusSemesterJam Kredit
BES1043ENGLISH PROFICIENCY IVB43
BTS1083INSTRUCTIONAL TECHNOLOGYB43
BTS1113LANGUAGE TESTING & EVALUATIONB43
SKK1053ASAS PENYELIDIKANB43
BTS1103DESCRIPTION OF ENGLISHB43
BTS1092ENGLISH CAMP IIB42
BTS1072MICRO TEACHINGB42
BPS1051PENDIDIKAN JASMANI & GERAKERJAB41
UIQ1010TAJWID AL-QURANB40
Jumlah Kredit Didaftar20


apa semua ni.. apa ni.. haha..

mood : blur setelah tak paham maksud subjek2..


ni gambar amek pagi takdi








Thursday, September 29, 2011

just another ..


a picture worth a thousand words...

so...
this is some of the pictures that were taken by us..







on our way to the class.. 'aqidah n akhlak' class...29.9.2011
photographer: Maryam, thats why she's not in the picture.. :) tq!



below :photographers' , Me and Sammy..

  Volleyball's team..










found this behind block Ali..as we dont know what was it.. Sam..tooks some pictures of it.


actually, there's a lot more. i bought a hard disk, just for the sake of all the pictures.. but to upload all of it, might took years..hehe.. the sizes were big tho..like 4mb-10mb for a pic.

this was shoot at the back of our own block... KEJOT's day.. and that's not my food =.= 22.9.2011
photographers' : Afi, Dira n Me.



again, near our block, and was taken during convo's day. 16.9.2011





im doing this like it's the end of semester already.. hehe..

was fun.
and i loves every moment of it..:)