Monday, November 29, 2010

It Was The End Of Semester..untuk dia.

Salam..
Well,, it was quite a feeling..surprising indeed.despite the fact that for the entire semester, both of us is a complete stranger and how i feel so left out? well,yep.i miss that person right now. going to meet again, insyaAllah next sem. =)


i got so much to ask, so much to say…well not really.with people that much older than me.. i am the person who love to listen more than talking.maybe. i love to listen to stories. yep.cerita yang membuka minda.yang membuka pintu hati. yang menerangkan kembali jiwa yang kusut.


and maybe, i was too shy.

to even ask.and maybe.it was stupid.i do admit.

but then, it is true, that i do got things to ask, but i have to build my sentence first, i am terrible in communications. i am sorry .

when i ask, you give a complete answer.or maybe.i don’t even have enough question?



to my dear brothers and sisters..

spill it out .yep.say what u want to say, u may think it is already too late.but no..things never got to late for everything..erm ..everything? okay,maybe not everything.



kapten jadi teringat. masa satu kuliah kapten ni.ade lecturer bagi tahu yang bila kita buat suatu perkara tu, kita kena fikir kesan dia. kesan terdekat yang akan berlaku, dan kesan yang mungkin lebih jauh dari tu.


bagi kapten sendiri. sangat takut nak buat something tu,kalau akibat terdekat dia adalah negatif. risau tanggapan orang? maybe. tapi sebenarnye, kesan yang patut kapten amek kesah adalah kesan terakhir tu. biasanya positif,tapi nak melalui yang negatif tu agak sukar.jadi,kadangkala.lebih suka menterbalikkan keadaan,amek positif dulu,baru negatif, walhal,tahu yang itu adalah tidak baik…positif tu plak..sebenarnye..negatif.tapi sebab terlampau kurang bijak dan selalu bermain dengan perasaan sendiri.jiwangg karat~,jadi tertukar positif dan negatif,menyusahkan diri sendiri. aiyaaa..mengarut sudaahh..


anyway, jangan malu sangat.makan diri.

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